| You Are Elmo Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually
You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing
You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you
How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"
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| Today was such a sad day. Everything was going boring like the usual....until I found out something that completly brought me down. There was this guy once that I really really liked and he liked me...we dated and the feelings were soo mutual. I felt like i should show my affection toward him more often..but im not really that type of person. People told me with those kind of actions I would be pushing him away. I decided to not listen to those ppl bc they were the same ones that were telling me that ONEday he would hurt me.Things changed and we ended up being good friends..he has been there for me during hard times and happy times. I always regreted letting him go and i have ALWAYAS blamed myself for being so unemotional. Today he told me the reason it didnt work out and it really broke my heart.....he is just like the other guys in my life. I thought he was my friend but obviously not!Im not angry...just dissapointed....anger to me goes away really fast like in a day or two.....but dissapointement i will always remmeber it.
And so at times like these...i know I will never find that person for me..if a person that is my friend and does this to me..imagine any other person out there! Man im soo screwed! Thats why i never date and let myself to ppl ........ xoxo jazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz |
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| Have you ever been in a large crowd and everything and evryone is moving wayyy to fast and you cant keep up? And your screaming on top of your lungs but noone looks up? Thats what im feeling right now...is soo weird like my whole life has been just a blurr and everyone is all grown up except me. I dont feel 18 at all and makes that makes me sad. I remember all my friends were dying to be 18...and i was dreading it. Being 18 REMINDS ME THAT LIFE OF INNOCENCE HAS LEFT AND RESPONSABILITY COMES NEXT.iM NOT READY FOR THE WORLD AND IIM NOT READY TO BE SOMEONE PEOPLE EXPECT ME TO BE. XOXO JAZZ
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| What a week!!!!!!!!! as always i seem confused!
Sat i went to MSU WITH MY BFFE! JACKIE, GRIMALDI, JONATHAN AND IVAN !!!! THE SCHOOL IS K , BUT IDK YET.......
There was this MSU student that kept sitting next to me, which caused Grimaldi to make fun of me sayin " its all you JAZMIN" and making Jonathan text me " WE DONT WANT NO TOUR GUY". In the end we did end up with him only bc he was in charge of business which is what we all want to major in except Grimaldi.....That guy was pretty cute and slipped me his number while i was standing waiting on my three guys....but as usual i wont do anything about it!
i have an addiction with Taco Bell..........hahahha yup i bet everyone knows that! Leo kept laughin at me when i went to ask the cashier for him" what does a soft taco look like?" and the taco bell ppl just laugh at me! so its offical i was asked to Lakeviews prom but idk yet! man tony can u be any more late??? u r such a minute man!!!!!!! hahha spendin time with u is sucha waste!!!!!!!!!! jkjk'
While Listening to Dave Matthews YESSS I KNOW NO SURPRISE THERE!!!!! As I was sayin i realized that i have never had a boyfriend ahahhahahah man i know suha loser, but its ok someday i will get a nice one that will share my obssesion with dave and sing me " Lover Lay Down" shed away those tears......say love say love.....could i love u? could u love? most likely if u love me......
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| so valentines day came and went.....thank god!!!!!!!! im happy that i will always have my TRUE FRIENDS with me !!! they r my BFFE!! I got flowers flowers and more flowers along with candy and endless suckers! I really just wanted a homemade card but that didnt happen!
I have been feelin real sad lately....and i cant explain why. have u ever thought soo much of one person and they just dissapointed you completly???? its a very sad feeling especially when you liked this person...oh welll
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